I hate school dances. There is so much hype at school all day. You get home with your friends. You try to make yourself look as presentable as possible. But you know the other girls there will all be prettier than you. You spend the whole night waiting for the slow songs. When they come on you get hopeful. Hopeful that some boy will approach you. Hoping you can have what all the other couples dancing have. Fun. Holding each other. Laughing. Smiling. Talking. But you’re just not pretty like those girls. As the song comes to a close you realize that won’t happen. “maybe next dance” you think. But each time the cycle repeats. You don’t get a dance. As the final slow song comes to a close and a fast song comes on you don’t feel like dancing. You fake a smile while all the other girls have real smiles, real happy smiles. Because they got a dance. As you go home, you wonder why you ever came to this in the first place, because you knew this would happen all along…

I hate how all the songs today are like “throw your hands up and let go” and “Take me home and lose it all” If I were gonna write a song it would be like “go home curl up in my bed yeah yeah” and “go on tumblr all night until the sun comes up”. like cmon whos with me